I am so emotionally tired. Im really sick of being in this life. it really seems as if nothing is ever going to get better. I ask for help and i beg for help. I HATE my daughter! i dont want to be her mother anymore and i dont want to be his wife. i just want to die and sit with ALLAH and cry at his feet for MERCY! my whole life has been a JOKE! i hate my parents for NOT LOVING ME and i hate myself for loving my daughter. EVERYONE i have ever loved has hurt me. Y, whats wrong with me that no one can love me. this will be my last year. im going to join my father!